I'm afraid because we ain't spoke in so long

I was trying to come up with a word for the emotion that Margie has at the end of Fargo, but couldn't think of one and eventually used two words to place it within a spectrum of feelings. Trying to communicate is a mad struggle every second. Being a person is both really difficult and enjoyable at the same time because words are so imperfect and not comprehensible enough. It's interesting to talk to really eloquent people (Liz Kramer, Julia Weese-Young, etc. etc.) to see how they do it. If I had a superpower, it would be that I can communicate far better than I can now.
I'm hugging life today, are you?